love? LoVe? LOVE? LUv? <3? LURV?????

LOVE. wat the hell is love? i mean you sit there and you see people making out or showing affection and you go awww they're in love how sweet. is love watching people eat one and others face? you grow up (as a girl can't speak for guys) and you see the prince and princess and their transcendent love and you get this warm feeling about it and you know that one day you want that and you willl have that but its false advertising in a strange way because its bulit up to this massive climax of perfection just for you to find out its not like that (kinda heart breaking) anyway how does one know when they are in love? people describe it as a feeling or they use the old 'you just know' but i mean if we really analyse this 'love' thing we will face many questions. first of all who named love love anyway was this guy the first person to experience love? did love not exist before this guy named it and what if the people who named love love felt something else that wasnt love to begin with and they named it love and it spread and now everyone in the world is lead to believe love is what these people said it was when it actually wasn't (haha confusing enough for ya?) Love shouldn't be taken lightly, people kill for love, die for love, is love just a destructive weapon of the human emotions? you hear songs written about love its in almost every good tv show but we just asume that we know what it is when the funny thing is no one can give an actual definition, wow this is interesting, i mean i think i've been in love but i wasn't so sure it was when it was over so ya know it raises a very complicated question! if i ever find out what love is hopefully it will make sense but i think i like every other human being wont be able to describe it! love is known as beautiful but at the same time dark, it must be something very extraordinary to make people act and do the things they do when they are in love... kinda makes you want to find it even more now!

What year 12 is famous for!

Year 12. That word makes every muscule in my body tense like a personal trainers ass checks!
i tell ya its bloody rediculous how much pressure year 12 brings along, the teachers act like its the be all and end all of your life when its not and they seem to be living in this fantasy world where their subject is the only subject that a student is doing. now times that buy a minimum of 5 and you've got one depressed, overworked, stress out 17 year old. i read somewhere that nowadays an 8 year old is more intelligent than our grandparents every were in their entire lifetime, unless of course your grandparent is the albert einstein! but what i want to know is why they do this to us! my school councillor describes the HSC as a form of child labour. i mean you'd have to be a hermit crab not to have heard of the increase suicide rates during the time of the HSC, some can handle it no problem but the whole concept of year 12 and the HSC is totally wrong in my opinion. why can't we have all units of stuff we actually want to do? i have 4 units that i need / want to do and the rest i am just doing because i have to because there isn't another extension course of those subjects out there! im sure this is the same for thousands of other students doing the HSC is insane! yes we can be lazy but newsflash you cant take a kid who has been swimming with floaties on all their life and throw them in the deep end and expect them to swim! these christmas holidays i am piled up to my ears in work and no thats not hyperbole because i am litterally serious 6 books to read, 5 texts books to summarise etc etc etc etcetce ahhhhh i also am trying to save up to support myself when i leave for uni and i am in a play which has a fair few days of rehearsals so holidays are turning into worse than school, i am not sure but i think i have gotten more work on the holidays than i have the entire last term! so yeah year 12 makes my muscules tense just a little bit...how are you feeling now??

Reason for rants

Hey my fellow rantilians,
Kayla here with the first in many instalations of the crazy, wacky, random, vivacious and sometimes dark posts about life and me in life! Yes, this is just another blogg about absolutley nothing but one opinionated teenage girl! Here you will find nothing of any use to you than laughing at my lame attempt to keep up a blogg! However you many enjoy my occasional bluntness towards topics, irrational rants of how life is and my whining about things that really i shouldn't but then again if you've found my page you're probably just me and enjoy the occasional 'venting' as i call it! So lets get started shall we??
KaylaMaree signing off! xxox